For what is a man? What has he got?
If not himself - Then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels.


Definitely never in the words of one who kneels. Not anymore, not now, not ever. I'm far too proud for that. And, I think, that's the way it should be. What have I said that I regretted?

I will tell you now.

Absolutely nothing.

God LJ you fucking whore.

Thoughts on Amat wank. Condensed in bullet points because I'm cramping, and really. Nutshell, here I come.

- Mods do their job. Weed out a playercesting case. Mods screw up by putting IP logging. Many batfuck mistakes made by mod team, including foot in mouth comment by Inara mod. Because dude, seriously. Inara mod, take a few lessons in public relations. The way you handled it? Deeply uncool.
- Matter gets blown up way out of proportion. Stupidity on both the mods' and the players' part. Although admittedly I think that the mods weigh just that little bit more on the scale on that. But human error, everyone makes stupid mistakes, we move on.
- Mods actually do very well overall, considering some are inexperienced. I regret that I base my assessment on how professional the Poly mods are compared to Amat, but still, experience. No blaming there.
- Good job, mods.
- I'm sad the MGS cast left. I'm not sad the players did. They're a bunch of annoying whiners who bitch endlessly because baaaaaawwwwww - whatever it is that they're whining about now. I didn't bother to read the entire way.
- Lying is uncool, kids. Lying is especially uncool when you whine about being caught.
- I have nothing against playercesting. People do it. I do have a problem with IP logging. I am aware that this is a dead horse. Watch me beat this dead horse.
- On the other hand, I also have a massive problem with bitching about it when you're caught with your pants down
- People in Amat really can't keep secrets. It'd be stupid to not expect a leak when you're flouting the rules, because, dude.
- BB-mun is an immense douche. To which I see good riddance, the door's over there, and get the fuck out. No one needs your shitty attitude. Demanding confidential information from a mod is retarded, too. "Who ratted me out? Who ratted me oooout? BAAAAW I'M GOING TO RPS!" blah, blah, blah, shut up.
- I relate this sentiment to the MGS crew, actually.
- Again, good riddance to bad rubbish.
- I don't care if this gets out.
- I really do wish Azkedillia and Leoben would shut their yaps and be a lot less fucking annoying. Because really, nobody cares what they think. At least I don't.


In other related news;

- I hate my uterus.
- If you eat this up again, Elgay, we will have words.
- Edit just to say that if this cramping keeps going on, I will rip my uterus out and set it on fire.

Ave Maria, piena di grazia,
Santa Maria, Madre di Dio,
prega per noi peccatori,
adesso e nell'ora della nostra morte.
In nomine patris, et filii
et spiritus sancti

A m e n





( The day they came for Yamamoto Tsuyoshi, Yamamoto Takeshi was carrying out a mob hit in Rome, Italy. )

YOU FAGS

New profile is shiny and new and I blame adjacent and realityfinale for their extreme faggotry and this new love for D1869.

For reborn_biz - Dino Cavallone's company. App to come later. Rough copy, will be improved on:

( Fill these spaces up with days. )

Well, shit.

puzzley, stelf, this is specially hunted down and posted for you, to sate those stalkery vibes. 8)

And, you know, like a recap of the imagery of Yoite stripping by Ngee Ann Poly roadside. ...Yes, I was that bored. And this is how much I find writing reflection papers personally distasteful.

Various images of Yoite under cut, and for Caps, a bonus.

( If love was red, then she was colorblind. )

( YEAH OKAY AND SOME FOR CHRISSY TOO )

( On a side note, I really did like our Yamamoto and TYLGokudera and Hibari and Reborn, so I'm just...going to put it here, too. )

RIGHT I'M DONE. No, none of these pictures were taken by me. I solemnly swear I'm up to no good not a stalker, really.

Welp, back to my paper. It's not going to write itself, and I think I have a mounting pile of tags pending.

hh /backhands paper angrily

Edit: ...Wow, I took close to an hour to do this, what the hell.

More on SOY after this entry - but for now, doujin scans for the botpup botling. Crap images are quite crap because the doujin belongs to thelovemafia and I refuse to spoil just a beautiful thing.

Anyhow:



( This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking. )

To everyone celebrating the season:




Here is hoping that with the year of the Ox, everything will go smoother - rough times are ahead, but we'll make it through, each and every one of us. And as we celebrate this season and indulge in the festivities and the feasts to ring in the new year, cast off the bad with the old year and start anew.

Keep smiling, keep rocking, you guys. Here's to another year of friendship and laughter and everything else that comes with it. Here's to hope that this year will be better for all of us.

And most importantly, here's to all of you. ♥

牛
转
乾
坤

牛
年
行
大
运
!
!

As for the Singaporeans, I believe the more awesome phrase would be:
HUAT AH!

Thank you for being such a wonderful friend, waifu, and thank you for being the Shifu to my Po. I love you, for all your quirks and habits and mannerisms and the things that you share. We have our bumpy times, but it's always amazing how it gets sorted out so quickly, with understanding and logic. Thank you for your precious friendship, the way you were always there with all the right things to say and do, even if sometimes, you know that it was not what I wanted, but needed. I don't know when we became more than just online acquaintances, and became real friends, but I'm thankful for it, to know that what we have doesn't hinge on who we're playing.

You're amazing, irreplaceable, and I'm so happy that we were there for your birthday. ilu waifu, and have a marvelous birthday, and so many happy returns.

♥

Because this game, however old it may be, is still too epic to pass up.

The only useful thing I've learned from Twilight retards and their wank: This.

A bollywood remake.

Can you just imagine =

vs

This shit cannot get any better than that. I mean, how much can you ruin what a trainwreck Twilight already is? An added bonus will be if the movie remake looks like this. I'd watch it in a heartbeat. It will be made of much epic and awesome.



In other news, my day in a nutshell. Excruciatingly boring with random bursts of manic activity and creativity. Expressed in the form of Pilot pens, Post-it notes, and schwano stabilo highlighters.

( My loony bun is fine Benny Lava )

I am the_fucking Byakuran (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) of Livejournal!


In other news, dropped the Birdling off today (I miss her already T__T), and met her friend Pinky. SHE WAS A LOVELY THING, PINKY WAS. ALSO met up with thelovemafia again. ajsdadhf it's always so awesome meeting her. Then went out for a movie with dodgerscrubs and dorkodile. For the record, Keanu Reeves may be a sexy piece of man thing, but The Day The World Stopped is like a giant Greenpeace movie.

With no real ending.

Christmas is exactly 1 hour and 35 minutes away. For me and the rest of the martians over on my side of the world, at least.

I shall now proceed to marathon movies the rest of the night. I have plenty lined up and finally I have time to watch them all *__*

Merry Christmas and best wishes this holiday season, my lovely friends list :3 I love you all.

♪ No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end ♬

LOOK HOLIDAY CARDS

... except this one is a bit different. I thought it could be fun, so have an IC LETTER POST!

Stolen from adjacent and vroom . Choose any one of my characters, and they'll send holiday greetings, etc. It can either be to you, or anybody you've played alongside them. Easy enough! Don't worry if you haven't played with them, you're most welcome to ask for a letter for them anyway ♥

<small><b>NAME:</b> you or a character? <b>ADDRESS:</b> where you live, derp. <b>CHARACTER:</b> only one. <b>NOTES:</b> the holiday you celebrate, a certain date I should send it by, anything else, let me know here.</small>

( List of muses )

fainn: I'm surrounded by peniuses.
botling: *settles with her hos*
queen_qing: ...
elraine: HEY. MY FIC HAD OTHER WORDS THAN THAT.
queen_qing: *thwaps bot*
fainn: And all geniuses are weirdoes and perverts.
botling: .... that is a terrible and beautiful pun, fainn
fainn: Hence, I do not belong here.
queen_qing: WHAT ARE PENIUSES
botling: DDD=
fainn: What p
fainn: ....
fainn: Uh. *geniuses.
botling: XDDDDDD
elraine: .............
elraine: LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Meme stolen from thelastsong

( Fashion meme! )

Busy, fulfilling day - threads were done, shows were watched, projects are halfway completed, and I've got a few job offers from companies already - minus the shipping temp job I got for the holidays. A month long in December, with eight dollars per hour (pretty much above average, especially for undergrads), which means I'll need to buy more clothes for the office.

Attending said interviews next week - I suppose this means that I'll have a job immediately after graduation. Not bad, considering the state of the economy.

...Threads/logs will also be continued tomorrow; I'll need to put more shit into my advertising portfolio. ilu chelsey baby, Botbot, and Linchy for sexy threads mmm ♥

I wonder if I should be worried that I've been caring less and less about RP-goings on and all associated pettiness and unsavories that come with it for the past few weeks. Oh, well. Being more laid back about things like these and having a new perspective is good, right? All the better to just spend time and energy on the people I actually give a crap about, both online and offline. When I can, because school, RL, and plans for the future leave me with precious little time with said loved ones most of the time.

And living life with this new perspective; I can say with all honesty, has never been better.



...And now back to attempting to go back to sleep again. WHY IS MY AIM NOT WORKING. *shakes it*

Why.

WHY WOULD YOU EVEN